just some poetry i wrote
: )

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[[realnotperfect]]
Don't take me to your "wonderland"
'Cause I've seen it before
I know that I'm made of skin, but just maybe, I'm still something more
Your fingerpaintings on my neck
At least I still see in color
Just how do you manage to scare me when I've seen it all before
The drugs were in the minivan
Don't ask how you got shot
Don't ask me why I even bothered to come rescue you
Just for you to put your hands on me
Couldn't believe that's what you want
"If I have to be a slave or a toy, God knows I won't be yours"
(Ah ah ah, ah ah, ah, ah)
Hey, I've seen blood a lot of times
But this is something else
You said you had my back and it "wasn't wrong"
I can't name what I felt
'Cause it's one thing to be yelled at
It's another thing to be turned
Into something dirty, something worthless, just a thing to you, just a thing to use
So why don't you pull the trigger
You said it's what you want
Don't make it like pretending to love you
Is what I'm supposed to do
So why don't you pull the trigger
You said it's what you want
Don't say the gun was mine
Or tell me one more thing that isn't true
You said you wanna pull the trigger
(Ah ah ah, ah ah, ah, ah)
So do you know what love is
So do you know what love is
So take a match and light the fire
That burns right in your face
It's not the smoke and ashes
I'll be washing off when I leave this place
I said it's one thing to be yelled at
It's another thing to be turned
Into something dirty, something worthless
Just a thing to you
Just a thing to use
Maybe it's cold and maybe I'm tired
But I know it's something I'm gonna face
'Cause I won't stick around to be tortured
By a monster
In a hidden place
For all the lies
And for all the times I cried
And sometimes I still do
But I know that there are
people
on this planet
who are not like you
Who are not like you
(Ah ah ah, ah ah, ah, ah)
"2AM (Pull the Trigger)"
- danny AKA realnotperfect AKA danny the weird random derp eevee
(all the tunes are original too.)
:)

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[[realnotperfect]]
Not born under the law
Not different from a slave
You made your choice
So pay the cost
It's time to burn the witch
'Cause you dug your own grave
All of your enemies tell the truth
Do you call that a fight
Do you call that a fight
Three words and he redeemed me
Your own rules you were breaking
You made your choice
So pay the cost
It's time to burn the witch
'Cause you dug your own grave
All of your enemies tell the truth
Do you call that a fight
Do you call that a fight
So try
To tell me a lie
Tell me a lie
Tell me a lie
We already know why
(We know why)
(We know why)
So try
To tell me a lie
Tell me a lie
Tell me a lie
We already know why
So tell me a lie
Tell me a lie
You made your choice
So pay the cost
It's time to burn the witch
'Cause you dug your own grave
You dug your own grave
All of your enemies tell the truth
Do you call that a fight
Do you call that a fight
All of your enemies tell the truth
They'll bring you to the light
Do you know wrong from right
All of your enemies tell the truth
Do you call that a fight
Do you call that a fight
(So tell me a lie, tell me a lie)
All of your enemies tell the truth
They'll bring you to the light
Do you know wrong from right
(So tell me a lie, tell me a lie)
Tell me a lie
Tell me a lie
Tell me a lie
So tell me a lie
Tell me a lie
Tell me a lie
Tell me a lie
Tell me a lie
"One Eighty"
- danny AKA realnotperfect AKA danny the weird random derp eevee
(all the tunes are original too.)
:)
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realnotperfect
Switchflipping

The ash of sacrifice
The broken bread
All you have is covered in red
You would use me
Tell me lies
But now your ship is sinking

‘Cause I,
I said it but it wasn’t for you
I did it but it wasn’t for you
I said it but it wasn’t for you
I did it but it wasn’t for you
(Ah, ah, ah ah, ah ah, ah ah)
(Ah, ah, ah ah, ah ah, ah ah)

I think the drinks damaged your brain
You’re a bonfire
In the rain
You would use me
Tell me lies
But now your ship is sinking

‘Cause I,
I said it but it wasn’t for you
I did it but it wasn’t for you
I said it but it wasn’t for you
I did it but it wasn’t for you
(Ah, ah, ah ah, ah ah, ah ah)
(Ah, ah, ah ah, ah ah, ah ah)

You tried to call it what it isn’t
Somewhere in the crowd
You tried to call it what it isn’t
No, I won’t save you now
You tried to call it what it isn’t
Silent but so loud
You tried to call it what it isn’t
No, I won’t save you now

No, I won’t save you now
No, I won’t save you now

No, I won’t save you now
No, I won’t save you now

And you used me
You told me lies
But now your bed is burning

You lied
You look in the mirror and you see proof
That your only victim is you
What kills you every day is the truth

‘Cause I did it but it wasn’t for you

‘Cause I,
I said it but it wasn’t for you
I did it but it wasn’t for you
I said it but it wasn’t for you
I did it but it wasn’t for you
(Ah, ah, ah ah, ah ah, ah ah)
(Ah, ah, ah ah, ah ah, ah ah)

(Ah, ah, ah ah, ah ah, ah ah)
(Ah, ah, ah ah, ah ah, ah ah)
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realnotperfect
Sorry That I Told the Truth

You were walking by the tracks
Of guilt and ecstasy
Where’s your thunder now
‘Cause your drugs are all I see
Your heart wasn’t beating

If the lightning lasts
I won’t reach out for you
You treat everyone like trash
It isn’t something new
Well I guess I’m sorry I tried to help you
Well I guess I’m sorry that I cared

And all the storms are coming in
Your lies are your excuse
I’m not sticking around
‘Cause it’s time for you to face the truth
You can’t show what you don’t even have

If the lightning lasts
I won’t reach out for you
You treat everyone like trash
It isn’t something new
Well I guess I’m sorry I tried to help you
Well I guess I’m sorry that I cared
But I’m not sorry I was honest
No, I’m not sorry that I told the truth
You’re nothing new
(Ah ah, ah, ah ah, ah ah ah ah)
I told the truth
(Ah ah, ah, ah ah, ah ah ah ah)
You’re nothing new
(Ah ah, ah, ah ah, ah ah ah ah)
You’re nothing new

And karma’s gonna tell you why
And you’re just a fake
So go tell me a lie
Karma’s gonna tell you why
And you’re just a fake
So go tell me a lie

I’m not sticking around
‘Cause it’s time for you to face the truth
You can’t show what you don’t even have

If the lightning lasts
I won’t reach out for you
You treat everyone like trash
It isn’t something new
Well I guess I’m sorry I tried to help you
Well I guess I’m sorry that I cared
But I’m not sorry I was honest
No, I’m not sorry that I told the truth
You’re nothing new
(Ah ah, ah, ah ah, ah ah ah ah)
I told the truth
(Ah ah, ah, ah ah, ah ah ah ah)
You’re nothing new
(Ah ah, ah, ah ah, ah ah ah ah)
You’re nothing new
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realnotperfect
Hailstorm (Never Needed You)

He saw the hourglass
He saw the clock ticking
Walls coming down
Was he breathing

Any second now
All the villains running
He’ll say he wants another round
Til it’s all collapsing

What if I said I never needed you
Why would you let it get that far
Why would you let it get that far

And then you say it’s a part of you
“The softest heart” you’re shattering
Drunk in some other town
Then one day it was heroin

What if I said I never needed you
Why would you let it get that far
The smoke and mirrors that break a heart, oh
What if I said I never needed you
What if I said I never needed you

Then you’ll say you “love” me
Then you’ll say you “love” me

Then you’ll say you “love” me
Then you’ll say you “love” me

He had another round
It was all collapsing
Drunk in some other town
Then one day it was heroin
Then one day it was heroin

What if I said I never needed you
Why would you let it get that far
The smoke and mirrors that break a heart, oh
What if I said I never needed you
What if I said I never needed you

What if I said I never needed you
You stuck a needle for the last time
Why would you let it get that far
Sometimes I wake up in the morning
Then I start to cry
The smoke and mirrors that break a heart, oh
What if I said I never needed you
I didn’t even get to say goodbye
What if I said I never needed you
I didn’t even get to say goodbye

What if I said I never needed you
What if I said I never needed you
What if I said I never needed you
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realnotperfect
Not the Last Chapter (Who Said It Was)

I was taking the photographs
The ones you burned
You put all your scars on me
The ones you paid for

Right now
All that I can see
Is the blood on your hourglass

Thank you ’cause now I can share the lessons learned

You said you want me back

I said
Stay there
Where the demons are
The ones like you

Look
I ain’t looking for a match to light for you
No love no hate no red or blue
No
I ain’t buying all your crap
Because I ain’t your tool no more

Your lies
Were like gifts
Just like the blood and the ashes

And I thank you so much for all the tables turned

Right now
All that I can see
Is the blood on your hourglass

Thank you ’cause now I can share the lessons learned

You said you want me back

I said
Stay there
Where the demons are
The ones like you

Look
I ain’t looking for a match to light for you
No love no hate no red or blue
No
I ain’t buying all your crap
Because I ain’t your tool no more

I ain’t looking for a smoke to light for you
The war you made you’ll always lose
No I ain’t selling all your lies
Because I ain’t your tool no more
(Oh, oh, oh)
So
Who ya gonna lie to
now?
(No can’t use me no more)
Who ya gonna lie to
now?
(No can’t use me no more)

So who said it was the last chapter?
The one who chose to be a sick disgusting liar
So who said it was the last chapter?
The one who chose to be a sick disgusting liar

Because we all know who gets the happy ever after
You see it every day
You
sick
disgusting
liar
Because we all know who gets the happy ever after
We’re gonna tell you who
You
sick
disgusting
liar

The one you hurt

Your lies
Were like gifts
Just like the blood and the ashes

And I thank you so much for all the tables turned

You said you want me back

I said
Stay there
Where the demons are
The ones like you

You said you want me back

I said
Stay there
Where the demons are
The ones like you

Look
I ain’t looking for a match to light for you
No love no hate no red or blue
No
I ain’t buying all your crap
Because I ain’t your tool no more

I ain’t looking for a smoke to light for you
The war you made you’ll always lose
No I ain’t selling all your lies
Because I ain’t your tool no more
(Oh, oh, oh)
So
Who ya gonna lie to
now?
(No can’t use me no more)
Who ya gonna lie to
now?
(No can’t use me no more)

You said you want me back

I said
Stay there
Where the demons are
The ones like you
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realnotperfect
Breaking From the Inside

I didn’t have another layer you could take from me
Such a great blessing
To walk away so easily

Is it really so mean
If I couldn’t watch it

I didn’t have another layer you could take from me
Such a great blessing
To walk away so easily

Well I crossed the border
No going back to you now
Feet underwater
You said you know how
You said you know how
To take a chemical’s beatings

Is it really so mean
If I couldn’t watch it
If I couldn’t watch it
If I couldn’t watch it
If I couldn’t watch you stop breathing

And I was breaking from the inside
(I was breaking from the inside)
(I was breaking from the inside)

And I was breaking from the inside
(I was breaking from the inside)
(I was breaking from the inside)

Is it really so mean
If I couldn’t watch it
If I couldn’t watch it
If I couldn’t watch it
If I couldn’t watch you stop breathing

Is it really so mean
If I couldn’t watch it

(If I couldn’t watch it)
(If I couldn’t watch it)
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realnotperfect
Tourniquet (What Would I Be Waiting For)

(Ah ah, ah ah ah ah ah, ah ah, ah ah, ah ah ah)
(Ah ah, ah ah ah ah ah, ah ah, ah ah, ah ah ah)

It’s like it was a mist
And then it was a blazing storm

He said he wouldn’t scare me

Wouldn’t do it anymore

He said come over
And I said what for
That was the night I felt I needed saving

‘Cause there’s
One last drop til it’s empty

(Ah ah, ah ah, ah ah, ah)

So tell me if this heals
And tell me what you do this for

He said he wouldn’t hurt me

Wouldn’t do it anymore

I took a breath and I unlocked the door
It was the night I felt I needed saving

Well there’s
One last drop til it’s empty
Don’t know if you can save me
One last drop til it’s empty
All of those bridges you burned

So if I wait
What would I be waiting for
Oh if I wait
What would I be waiting for
And I sit here and I try not to cry
Try not to cry
Not to

So if I wait
What would I be waiting for
Oh if I wait
What would I be waiting for
And I sit here and I try not to cry
Try not to cry
Not to

Try not to cry
Not to
Try not to cry
Not to
Try not to cry
Not to

It’s like it was a mist
And then it was a blazing storm

He said he wouldn’t scare me

Wouldn’t do it anymore

But there’s
One last drop til it’s empty
He told me he was sorry
I wanted to believe it
All of those bridges you
One last drop til it’s empty
He told me that he needs me
One last drop til it’s empty
All of those bridges you
One last drop til it’s empty
Don’t know if you can save me
One last drop til it’s empty
All of those bridges you burned
All of those bridges you burned
All of those bridges you

(Ah ah, ah ah ah ah ah, ah ah, ah ah, ah ah ah)
(Ah ah, ah ah ah ah ah, ah ah, ah ah, ah ah ah)
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realnotperfect
Perfect

(Ah ah ah, ah ah ah, ah ah ah, ah ah ah)
Just let ’em tear it all down if that’s what they want
Yeah just let ’em give themselves their own medicine
Let ’em waste all of their time if that’s what they want
Because we know they’ll never touch us
Yeah
Yeah
We know they’ll never touch us
Yeah

So they can wage their silly silly wars
(Ah ah, ah) We know who’s winning
Yeah they can wage their stupid little wars
(Ah ah, ah) We know who’s winning
We know who’s winning, yeah

I was climbing a wall, I knew I couldn’t see clearly
Would I stumble and fall
Would the fear just take me over
Now I
I just look at you and I know
I just look at you and I know
That I made it when you say I’m enough
Maybe I don’t have to be
Maybe I don’t have to be perfect to be loved

(Ah ah ah, ah ah ah, ah ah ah, ah ah ah)
Just let ’em ruin themselves if that’s what they want
Yeah just let ’em give themselves their own medicine
Let ’em waste their whole lives if that’s what they want
because we know they’ll never touch us
Yeah
Yeah
We know they’ll never touch us
Yeah

So they can wage their silly silly wars
(Ah ah, ah) We know who’s winning
Yeah they can wage their stupid little wars
(Ah ah, ah) We know who’s winning
We know who’s winning, yeah

I was climbing a wall, I knew I couldn’t see clearly
Would I stumble and fall
Would the fear just take me over
Now I
I just look at you and I know
I just look at you and I know
That I made it when you say I’m enough
Maybe I don’t have to be
Maybe I don’t have to be perfect to be loved

(Ah ah ah, ah ah ah, ah ah ah, ah ah ah)
There’s no light without the dark
(Ah, ah)
Fire’s brighter in the darkness
(Ah, ah)
Is there right without the wrong?
(Ah, ah)
We’re even brighter in the darkness

There’s no light without the dark
(Ah, ah)
Fire’s brighter in the darkness
And it’s always darkest before the dawn
We’re even brighter in the darkness
(We’re even brighter in the darkness)
(We’re even brighter in the darkness)

“So just let ’em ruin themselves because that’s what they want”
(Ah, ah, ah)
We know who’s winning
“They waste their time because that’s what they want”
(Ah, ah, ah)
We know who’s winning

I was climbing a wall, I knew I couldn’t see clearly
Would I stumble and fall
Would the fear just take me over
Now I
I just look at you and I know
I just look at you and I know
That I made it when you say I’m enough
Maybe I don’t have to be

I was climbing a wall, I knew I couldn’t see clearly
Would I stumble and fall
Would the fear just take me over
Now I
I just look at you and I know
I just look at you and I know
That I made it when you say I’m enough
Maybe I don’t have to be
Maybe I don’t have to be
Maybe I don’t have to be perfect to be loved
(Ah ah ah, ah ah ah, ah ah ah, ah ah ah)
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realnotperfect
Immaculate (I Won’t Pretend)

Shattered at your doorstep
Gun in your hands
Bloodstain, do you see it?
Quicksand, your life’s on the line

Stand for truth, we’ll kill your evil
Burn it through your dreams tonight

Hear out in the open, fragments of glass
Whispers, we know you hear them
It’s too late, and I’m leaving tonight

Stand for truth, we’ll kill your evil
Burn it through your dreams tonight
Watch the lights spin, see the snow fall
Tell him that we’ll be all right

For what it’s worth, you were a part of me
For what it’s worth, you were a part of me
But not anymore

No, not anymore
No, not anymore

“I won’t pretend it didn’t hurt me if it did,
I won’t pretend to love you if I don’t”

Bloodstain, do you see it?
Quicksand, your life’s on the line

Stand for truth, we’ll kill your evil
Burn it through your dreams tonight
Watch the lights spin, see the snow fall
Tell him that we’ll be

Stand for truth, we’ll kill your evil
Burn it through your dreams tonight
So watch the lights spin, and see the snow fall
Tell him that we’ll be all right

Stand for truth, we’ll kill your evil
Burn it through your dreams tonight
Even if we won’t remember
Tell him that we’ll be all right
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